After our wedding, my husband and I collapsed into the hotel bed, completely drained. It was our first night as husband and wife, but I was far too exhausted to even think about anything romantic. He didn’t protest, just nodded and drifted off with me.
Or so I thought.
Sometime after midnight, I woke up because the bed was trembling. At first, I thought it was a dream, but when I turned, my heart skipped.
There he was—Arvind—sitting cross-legged at the edge of the mattress, phone screen glowing against his face. He was typing quickly, grinning, even chuckling under his breath like a teenager sharing a secret.
“Arvind?” I whispered. “What on earth are you doing?”
He startled, nearly dropped the phone, and tucked it under the blanket. “Oh, sorry! Didn’t mean to wake you. Just texting my cousin. He’s teasing me about wedding stuff.”
I wanted to believe him. It had been a whirlwind of a day—family, rituals, endless photos. Maybe I was just being paranoid. But the way he tried to hide the phone, that guilty smile, the awkward silence afterward… something in me shifted. Just a tiny crack, but enough that I couldn’t fall back asleep.
The next morning, I convinced myself to let it go. Told myself I was overthinking. Still, the unease lingered.
On our honeymoon in Bali, everything looked picture-perfect—sunsets, beach walks, candlelit dinners. But his phone was always in his hand. Always buzzing. Always lighting up. Whenever I asked, he’d laugh it off: “Work stuff,” or, “Just the boys joking.”
One evening, I caught a name flashing across his screen—Naina.
When I asked, he smiled too casually. “Old college friend. She’s engaged. Relax.”
I nodded, but the little voice inside me whispered louder: something isn’t right.
Back home in Pune, we settled into our new apartment and busy schedules. I poured myself into my marketing job. He was working on a fintech startup. Naturally, we saw less of each other. I assumed that was just how early marriage felt—an adjustment phase. But the gap between us widened in ways I couldn’t ignore.
Dinner alone. TV alone. Conversations that barely lasted five minutes. His constant excuse: “I’m tired.”
Four months later, everything unraveled.
I came home early one evening, holding his favorite mutton curry as a surprise. His car wasn’t in the building, but the flat door was unlocked.
Inside, I froze. Laughter. A woman’s voice. Coming from our bedroom.
My hands went cold, but I walked toward the sound anyway, clutching the takeout bag like a lifeline.
She was there. Not in bed, but perched on our window ledge, sipping tea. From my cup. Arvind stood nearby in nothing but his boxers.
When he saw me, his expression flickered from shock to something disturbingly casual. “Oh hey. You’re back early.”
The girl—maybe 23—mumbled a quick goodbye and left. He didn’t stop her. Didn’t even introduce her. Just sighed.
“It’s not what you think,” he said flatly.
“We’re married, Arvind. What is it then?” My voice cracked.
“She’s just a friend. You’re overreacting.”
I walked out. Straight to my cousin’s house, where I broke down until my body gave out.
The days after blurred together. Arvind called, texted, even sent voice notes accusing me of “making a big deal out of nothing.” His mother phoned to scold me: “Men make mistakes, beta. Don’t let ego ruin your marriage.”
Ego?
I stayed away. Quietly met a lawyer, not to fight, just to understand my options. I wasn’t ready for a messy divorce—but I needed clarity.
Then fate delivered something unexpected.
At a café one afternoon, someone tapped my shoulder. It was the girl. The one from my flat. She introduced herself as Urja, her hands trembling.
“I didn’t know he was married,” she said.
My stomach dropped.
“He told me he was engaged, but it wasn’t serious. Said his parents forced it. Said he’d end it soon.”
She showed me messages. Screenshots. One read: “She’s just for now. I’ll get out clean.”
That was the last straw.
I filed for divorce. No yelling, no second chances. Just finality. Arvind didn’t fight it—half the time, he didn’t even show up in court. His parents were furious, but I was done.
I moved back with my family, later transferred to Mumbai, and started rebuilding my life. The whispers came, of course: She gave up too quickly. She should have adjusted. But deep down, I knew—I had saved myself.
Almost a year later, an event organizer invited me to speak on a women’s panel about “starting over.” I hesitated. Who was I to give advice? But I went.
I shared my story honestly—about small betrayals, invisible cracks, and how leaving sometimes hurts less than staying. Afterward, a woman hugged me and said, “Thank you. I thought I was just being too sensitive in my own marriage.”
That night, I cried again—but this time from relief.
I began writing. Essays. Reflections. Raw pieces about love, trust, and resilience. To my surprise, people read them. Shared them. Wrote to me. My pain was no longer just mine—it became a bridge for others.
Two years later, I was invited to speak at a fintech summit. Life has a twisted sense of humor—Arvind was on the panel right before me.
We locked eyes briefly. He looked older, worn down. I didn’t speak to him. Didn’t need to.
After my talk, I found a note in my folder:
“You became everything I pretended to be. I hope you’re well.”
I never replied. Not out of anger, but because I was free.
Today, I live in Bandra with my rescue dog, Miso. I run a small women’s community for those navigating fresh starts. We gather over chai, laughter, and sometimes tears. And each time someone tells me, “Your story gave me courage,” I feel lighter.
Will I marry again? Maybe. Maybe not. But I know this: I’ll never settle for a love that feels like loneliness.
And if you’re reading this, wondering whether to trust that uneasy feeling in your gut—please do. That first step away from someone unworthy may feel terrifying. But it can lead to everything you truly deserve. ❤️
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